We are within days of getting on the ice, and it feels as though time has just flashed by.  Usually by now I am so prepared and anxious to get on the ice, and feel like a little kid bouncing out of my seat to get outside and play, but at the moment I am cherishing everyday I have left to get prepared. 

I have worked very hard all summer to make sure I have the right sled, the right runners, new helmet, the perfect speed suit, the perfect bob spikes, and my body has been an ongoing battle that still isn't over.  I need every day to try to get my leg just that much better and faster.  I just started running again this week, and I have six 9 days to the first day on ice.  Will I be able to push yet?  It is only 6 weeks to the first world cup.  I have 6 weeks to get myself ready for world-class competition.  Where will I be in terms of prepared physically?  The world cup races determine whether or not I qualify for the Olympics, and what number I go off at the Olympic games.  I have never gone into a season with so many questions.  I know what I am capable of healthy, I know what kind of athlete I am, and this gives me comfort; but I know these questions are on every one's minds.   

All I can do is take each day at a time and do all I can to prepare.  I have taken time to grieve over my father, I have taken time to heal, and now I am taking time to act and put the pieces back together.  The pieces that I have are really good ones, and I know once I have them as a whole.....it is game time.  Game time is coming no matter what, and I'll be there ready with what I got.